Okay, so after this past week I’ve come to the realization that when it comes to chocolate I have absolutely NO SELF CONTROL WHATSOEVER. Seriously folks – I was like a crack addict last week with an unlimited supply of my hard drug of choice. I ate chocolate like there was no tomorrow. Literally.
So I’ve dubbed it my “Week of Indulgence” and will now be going another 40 days with no chocolate. I actually slipped up and had a cup of hot cocoa this morning without even thinking, so it starts at noon. Forty days. That takes me to Wednesday, May 11th at 12 p.m. No chocolate til then. It’s the only way I can do it. Chocolate is truly my downfall and I’m quite confident that at tomorrow’s weigh-in I will have gained a pound. Totally depressing.
So I’m going another 40 days sans chocolate, followed by another Week of Indulgence, followed by 40 days, then another Week, and so on and so on. I’ll do it as long as it takes to lose the weight, and once the weight is gone if I STILL have no self-control, then I’ll just enact the 40 Days/Week of Indulgence for the rest of my life. Not THAT”S really totally depressing.
Whats funny is that you put the “start/finish” days on your Cootie Calendar.
LOL
The first step to recovery is acknowledging you have a problem. “I am Jaynee and I am a chocoholic.” đŸ˜‰