I just hit a wall. Physically. Emotionally. Mentally. I’m done. I feel like calling Denis to apologize, but that I need a couple days, checking into an above-average hotel, turning off my cellphone and just doing NOTHING for two straight days but sleep, watch crappy tv and order even crappier room service. No talking, no thinking, no nothing. True, unabashedly selfish ME time. No husband begging me to do the laundry (even though it has to be done). No kids fighting over the same toy when they have 100s of other toys to play with. No cats puking in the hallway. No dog staring at me until I let him outside. No crackpot ladies trying to get my insurance company to pay for something I didn’t do. No bills having to be paid. No boss, however nice he is, being forgetful or procrastinating and creating even more work for me later on.
Just two days. That’s all I want. Unfortunately, it’ll never happen.
Man this has been a bad week.